I faced the fear and did it anyway for the Flight. And infact, I loved it :D The amazing feeling of flying through the air, of knowing that the hard part of the journey was done and all the bits of the travelling jigsaw fitted together with simple ease. The 3 of Disks always has this for me - with planning comes freedom to progress.
Day 5
This is done in retrospect for today.. and I pulled
To avoid - 9 of Swords
Ah the beautiful cruelty that comes from within. No one else can poison you, only yourself. And today I have done that. I feel like I have let all the little things just stab inside me and I have let them go unoticed around me. I have been suffering in silence.
I have not avoided the 9 of swords very well today - maybe if I knew about it then perhaps I wouldnt have done so??
To Enourage - the King of Wands
Daring, demanding, pushy, explorative, sexy, unpredictable and living a life of risk....
All the things I have NOT done today. I feel like I used all my courage yesterday and today I am a big cowardly lion. Not helped by the fact I wanted to say things and be the King, but the Swords above were cutting deep and making me silence myself.
And I have wasted a day of potential, all by my own weakness. BUT tomorrow is different.
Day 6
Tomorrow I am to
Avoid - The Star
Life does not get handed to you on a platter. Life doesnt suddenly get better until you MAKE it better. The Star is the card that reminds us we build the temple, we make a pathway through the chaos to find the light above, it does not find us.
To Encourage - The Hermit
Go within, feel what is is you are hiding in the darkness, the repressed desires and wants and let them come up to be looked at. The can not harm you or hurt you if you look at them, explore them. There is no regret of ´what if´if you look at it and make it real.
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