Judgement

And today's blockage is Judgement - and in the Wild Unknown from the murder of crows that fly and seem to swarm in the darkness, one beautiful dove ascends and rises above it all.

The TL2 book says that blocks of the this card can be displayed as exhaustion and not fulfilling your duties, sticking to old habits which keep you where you are, not heeding good advice, not responding to communications.

When I first saw this card I thought 'I am blocking this card by not forgiving myself and not letting go of my anxiety and worry - which is inkeeping with the second thing. I can almost see that if one thing topples one of the dominos over today then I'll go 'well its all shit anyway, I am shit, it is all shit so why bother the 'reaction formation' and reverting back.
I would also add that I am feeling blocked by the judgement of others, and that actually I should only be concerned with doing what is good and true in my heart and soul first, the issues of others is not mine cross to bare.

I have to remind myself of my good resolve to move forward, to rise above what may seem to pull me down and to reconnect with the pure intentions I have, and the divinity beyond.


I have noticed in the past few days by reconnecting with the Divine for no purpose other than to offer humility and prayer I can feel changes happen within me. I am not doing any active 'work' at the moment other than this, and this is what I feel is needed at the moment.